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[onlyoneof]

[I got nothin']

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[onlyoneof]

[staring at the ceiling]

I'm fine.

[skepticalities]

No, you're not.

[onlyoneof]

I could be worse.

[skepticalities]

Peter.

[onlyoneof]

What?

[skepticalities]

I'm concerned.

[onlyoneof]

... what about?

[skepticalities]

You.

[onlyoneof]

Can you narrow it down?

[skepticalities]

Not really.

[onlyoneof]

[okaaay, sits up and rubs his face]

I worry about saying too much.

[skepticalities]

[rolls over, glancing up at him.]

What do you mean?

[onlyoneof]

I don't want to upset you, and every time I... [sighs] every time I just go ahead and talk, I end up doing that.

[skepticalities]

. . . that's my fault.

[onlyoneof]

It's not. It's no one's fault.

[skepticalities]

Mnghh. There has to be some way . . .

[onlyoneof]

I can sit on it.

[skepticalities]

. . .

[onlyoneof]

[rubs the bridge of his nose]

I wish we could go back home. You could move in with me and we could busy ourselves by saving the world.

[skepticalities]

I'd . . . like that.

[onlyoneof]

I would too, but my head doesn't stop at that. I go into-- everything we have to do, and how you're adopting two children, and then I think about having a family. And I want a family...

...

[sighs]

I think that if I saved the world again, and I couldn't get my people back, I'd just want to hit the road.

[skepticalities]

Even now?

[onlyoneof]

I don't know. It scares me-- thinking that they're gone. And I couldn't stay. Not with Olivia and Walter there, reminding me of the people I love.

[skepticalities]

. . .

[onlyoneof]

I'm a worst case scenario guy. What if everything goes wrong? And there is so much that can go wrong with this...

[swallows]

... and it all boils down to me being really scared and trying very hard not to think too much about it... maybe we could move down to Hartford...