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[onlyoneof]

[shhh shhh only continuations now]

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[skepticalities]

. . . in the past year, I've lost a lot. Rationally, I know things will be okay. I know that this is the future, that here, everything is okay, that maybe it's not even my timeline any more. I don't know. But the thought of it just . . . upset me. That's all.

[onlyoneof]

... I've known since September got here...

[skepticalities]

. . .

I get it. I do.

[onlyoneof]

... I should've brought it up.

[skepticalities]

I know why you didn't. And— it's okay.

[onlyoneof]

... mmh.

[skepticalities]

. . . anyway. That's all.

[onlyoneof]

... are you feeling better?

[skepticalities]

Somewhat, yeah. Honestly, I'm trying not to think about it too hard.

[onlyoneof]

That doesn't work so great.

[skepticalities]

I know, but it helps me and our lives are complicated enough. And . . . you know, at least?

[onlyoneof]

Okay.

[skepticalities]

It's how I cope. And if I'm never not coping, I'll tell you.

[onlyoneof]

Or I'll notice.

[skepticalities]

If I don't realize it, yeah.

[onlyoneof]

... right.

[eats more bacon]

[skepticalities]

I think too much, I know.

[eating slowly again.]

[onlyoneof]

You worry too much, there's a difference.

[skepticalities]

Right. Um. That.

[onlyoneof]

And that's why we're having a movie night.

[skepticalities]

I, um. I appreciate that.

[onlyoneof]

Among others.

[skepticalities]

Do you want to know something mildly interesting?

[onlyoneof]

Sure.

[skepticalities]

This is the longest relationship I've had with a man.