I don't want to give anything up. I... the past year has been hell on me. Outside camp, and now I just want to hold on to what I have. And what I have here, now, tangible is you. So I've held on to you, but we're not going to be here forever, and I think-- I don't know. I figure you think more about what we'll do once we get out. Houses and schools, and how you'll balance work with soccer practice.

I don't know. I... didn't. Hadn't thought about any of that until last night. My idea of the future is not very bright, I know I'll have a few years and then I'm going to war again. And it's not...

[rubs the back of his neck, sighing]

I don't think there's an after camp for us.