And I love Jack. And I have to believe that no matter what happens, he'll make it. You were right in some way last night, you know? He has the right to decide his life without adults making decisions for him. That's what he's been doing, anyway. All I've ever wanted to give him is my love and support . . . have him know that no matter what, someone's there for him.

. . . I'm not making any sense. I barely slept. I love him.