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[SHOOTING LINCOLN IN THE FACE.

I mean.

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. . . do what?

This. Having someone to worry about me and yell at me and get offended when I'm an idiot. I want it, but I don't know if I can do it.

Maybe it's something you need.

I do, I think... sort of. It helps. Not that I wouldn't be okay with out it-- anyway, the point is that no matter how I look at it, this isn't fair for you.

I think I can decide what is and isn't fair for myself.

...

[god why is this so hard]

[because you actually like me.]

. . .

Relationships are supposed to be give and take.

I know.

I'm not giving anything.

. . . of course you are.

Uh...

[super not buying that]

. . .

Ever heard of fight or flight response?

Yeah.

Flight is kicking in.

What are you going to do?

I don't know, I'm a bit freaked out because it doesn't happen often.

. . . it's up to you.

I don't want it to be up to me.

You're the one with the— instinct.

I'm serious about not knowing how to do this. Plus, none of my past relationships have ended exactly well. Plus I'm disturbingly open with you.

I— think it's obvious that I don't want you to go.

... if you change your mind at any point... it'd be okay. I know what my life is like, I wouldn't want anyone else to deal with it.

Stop it.

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