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. . .

[and he stays quiet and thoughtful for a while]

[sits back and finishes buttoning his shirt up.]

[lies back down, staring at the ceiling]

[. . . okay.]

[speaks after a couple of minutes]

Lincoln, I don't know if I can do this.

. . . do what?

This. Having someone to worry about me and yell at me and get offended when I'm an idiot. I want it, but I don't know if I can do it.

Maybe it's something you need.

I do, I think... sort of. It helps. Not that I wouldn't be okay with out it-- anyway, the point is that no matter how I look at it, this isn't fair for you.

I think I can decide what is and isn't fair for myself.

...

[god why is this so hard]

[because you actually like me.]

. . .

Relationships are supposed to be give and take.

I know.

I'm not giving anything.

. . . of course you are.

Uh...

[super not buying that]

. . .

Ever heard of fight or flight response?

Yeah.

Flight is kicking in.

What are you going to do?

I don't know, I'm a bit freaked out because it doesn't happen often.

. . . it's up to you.

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