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[quietly.]

I hadn't . . . been thinking of you as his father.

[shakes his head]

No-- no, it's okay. You shouldn't. I was wrong.

It makes more sense now.

[stays quiet because feelings]

[steps over quietly and climbs into his lap.]

... I need to go out.

Please don't go.

I'm not... it's not like I'm running. I just really need to take a walk on my own.

. . . will you come back?

... yeah.

[climbs off of him slowly, nnnnnot looking up at him.]

[grabs his jacket and heads out to have feelings]

[climbs up onto the bed and waits.]

[will be gone for an hour tops, and actually stay close to the hotel]

[stays huddled on the edge of the bed, waiting.]

[steps in quietly]

[lifts his head up, looking over.]

I didn't take long, did I?

No, you're . . . you're fine.

[hangs his jacket and takes off his shoes]

It's okay. I get it, we were approaching that discussion from completely different ends.

[softly:]

Do you . . . want to be his parent?

[this is a self-deprecating kind of smile]

I shouldn't be anyone's parent. I'm sorry, that was all my fault, I hadn't given it much thought.

. . .

I'm okay.

I want you to.

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